you know, it's weird.

you look at a person and you're all, we'd probably won't get along, and avoid talking with them. they just seem so much cooler than you.

so, then, you actually start talking with them.

and you find out you were wrong. and that they are nice.

how much of a jerk can you be?

people put so many limitations on themselves that they tend to forget how much potential they could have. if only they tried.

you know. i'm tired. tired of you.

i can't live without him.

have you tried?

you know. you know. i don't have the guts to tell you in person 'cause you're that fragile of a person to just break down.

and i don't want none of that.

i'm tired of your whining. no one cares about him. have you not noticed that you're just obessed with him? where is your personality? your character? YOU? it's all about him now.

sick. sick. sick.

i just want people to try, you know? you don't know what great lengths you can do unless you try and BELIEVE in yourself.

hey. i know i'm not athletic, but that didn't stop me from joining track, now did it? sure, it's just running around. but then there goes your limitation-ist mind. it's just running around. no. it's me proving myself wrong.

it just frustrates me when people say 'i can't do it'. it just proves that you're as weak as you say you are.

PEOPLE CAN BE SO STRONG ONLY IF THEY BELIEVE IN THEMSELVES.

i'm tired of whiners. i'm tired of stupid people. get on with your life, stop living in the past. you don't know how much time you're wasting! time is precious.

hey. hey.

really, you don't know how much potential you have. stop putting yourself down. you can do it.

b e l i e v e    i n    y o u r s e l f

that's all i ask. because you know, in reality, all you have is yourself.

you know, when you're older, your thoughts change, YOU CHANGE and you can never be a kid again. you're too warped and not innocent anymore...

you know?

you wasted time thinking about becoming an adult and now you're wasting time thinking about being a kid again....when can we live in the now? by then, we would be dead...

and it's kinda sad and painful when you listen to kids.

'cause, they tell you  their dreams and you know...you know...it probably won't be like that when they grow older.

remember those childhood pacts? oh, how we talked and talked for hours about how we would never do these stupid things when we're older....

but now we're older.

and we're doing those stupid things.

I don't think anyone cares about me.

At all.

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school blows.

FUCK.

i'm so heartbroken that i don't feel like doing anything.

it's making me depressed....